happy 9months!

today is the 9th month that we have been together. yipppeeee! alhamdulillah. It should be a happy day but it didn't turn quiet well :(

The presentation today went okey but later on I discovered something that made me sad. A friend (at least that's what I thought)was trying to make me looked real bad during my presentation. I don't want to discuss it here, but that incident made me real sad and angry at the same time. So sad that I called mylove and cried to him. Being sweet as he is, he was trying to console me. But he was busy and I was too, so the conversation stopped there. Later that evening, I went to the mall with a friend to look for A THING for mylove. That's was the main purpose of going to the mall even tough I was sleep deprived from staying up late last night, I was excited because it's for him. But, my excitement just stopped there when another incident happened and made me cry. AGAIN.
I'm not so much a cry baby, but today, I guess, is my crying day.

*happy crying day everyone*

a NOT so happy note!

i'm supposed to be well prepared for my upcoming presentation.
my FOURTH presentation. and what am I doing now?
writing a BLOG?

like, womannnn....don't you have to focus on something else now??

I sometimes wonder, why oh why I got myself into trouble by studying again??

Why?

Why?

Why?

.......

and still is wondering.


I miss having good holiday,
like this





*SIGH*