Jeng...jeng...jeng...
another post...coming soon!
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Friday, January 07, 2011
Resolution 2011
I realized I tend to write when I'm feeling low and sad. I rarely write if I am in a light mood and happy, because I *think* usually become so overwhelmed with happy moments and I do not bother to share with everyone my excitement.
Therefore, as you can see, my posts on blogs (plural=including my past blogs)are usually about the cryings, the moodiness (I don't know if there's such a word) the sadness, the stress and everything about the 'bad-hair-day' kind of thing. Although undeniably my mood is quite unstable sometimes (you can ask my other half about that), I *think* am not that really emo person, I can be fun sometimes (haha, ok ini sudah perasan). But I want to be a fun person! I don't want to be sad all the time, and trying to be positive. Although it is REALLY hard as I am in this hardcore masters programe,I hope I can improve. No more mellow2!!
Okey that will be one resolution for this year!
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
happy 9months!
today is the 9th month that we have been together. yipppeeee! alhamdulillah. It should be a happy day but it didn't turn quiet well :(
The presentation today went okey but later on I discovered something that made me sad. A friend (at least that's what I thought)was trying to make me looked real bad during my presentation. I don't want to discuss it here, but that incident made me real sad and angry at the same time. So sad that I called mylove and cried to him. Being sweet as he is, he was trying to console me. But he was busy and I was too, so the conversation stopped there. Later that evening, I went to the mall with a friend to look for A THING for mylove. That's was the main purpose of going to the mall even tough I was sleep deprived from staying up late last night, I was excited because it's for him. But, my excitement just stopped there when another incident happened and made me cry. AGAIN.
I'm not so much a cry baby, but today, I guess, is my crying day.
*happy crying day everyone*
The presentation today went okey but later on I discovered something that made me sad. A friend (at least that's what I thought)was trying to make me looked real bad during my presentation. I don't want to discuss it here, but that incident made me real sad and angry at the same time. So sad that I called mylove and cried to him. Being sweet as he is, he was trying to console me. But he was busy and I was too, so the conversation stopped there. Later that evening, I went to the mall with a friend to look for A THING for mylove. That's was the main purpose of going to the mall even tough I was sleep deprived from staying up late last night, I was excited because it's for him. But, my excitement just stopped there when another incident happened and made me cry. AGAIN.
I'm not so much a cry baby, but today, I guess, is my crying day.
*happy crying day everyone*
Friday, December 10, 2010
a NOT so happy note!
i'm supposed to be well prepared for my upcoming presentation.
my FOURTH presentation. and what am I doing now?
writing a BLOG?
like, womannnn....don't you have to focus on something else now??
I sometimes wonder, why oh why I got myself into trouble by studying again??
Why?
Why?
Why?
.......
and still is wondering.
I miss having good holiday,
like this
*SIGH*
my FOURTH presentation. and what am I doing now?
writing a BLOG?
like, womannnn....don't you have to focus on something else now??
I sometimes wonder, why oh why I got myself into trouble by studying again??
Why?
Why?
Why?
.......
and still is wondering.
I miss having good holiday,
like this
*SIGH*
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Laughing at my self!
It's been a loooooooooong time since I write an entry in a blog. I stumbled onto this old blog while I had nothing to on the internet. It's been two years since I last blogged! If I had kid by then, he or she will be running around and speaks continously by now. But, of course, that is just an example, because I'm still childless and also unmarried. haha. Two years, two freaking yearssss!! Too much had happened in two years. Joys and tears. Sigh~ I won't be writing bout all of it, of course, it will take another two years to finish (you know, my writing rate right?)
Oh, I was laughing at myself just now when I read all the previous entries. If you're wondering, I haven't changed alot since the past two years. Still the same old me. I will blog whenever I can. (Hope so!)
Oh, I was laughing at myself just now when I read all the previous entries. If you're wondering, I haven't changed alot since the past two years. Still the same old me. I will blog whenever I can. (Hope so!)
Saturday, March 08, 2008
When Beauty Has Its Own Class
Beauty- Honestly, what first came up to your mind, when the word is said?
Someone might straight away think about the top models with the long legs, sexy eyes, or the Hollywood or even Bollywood superstars with those branded dresses. One might perceive beauty as any object or nature -untouched island or the black shiny Cayman S Porsche. It might also be an animal, a horse maybe? Or some might reflect this word to their own girlfriends. Few will lost their imaginations to porn stars..oho..lets not get to that, okey?
Whatever it is, one idiom that I never can't deny, is this;
"Beauty is in the eye of beholder"
Enough said. Whatever or whoever that you think is beautiful might not be the one I agree with. Vice versa. Even if I ever try to convince you that little frogs are pretty creatures, most of you will never agree with me. Right? So there you go, different people with different opinions. Even the fools will give a nod to that.
Let's get into what I think of the word beauty.
For human beings, it doesn't matter, a man or woman, I will see a person's beauty through their confidence. It really is a broad term isn't it? To make it simple, it is the way a person handles her/himself. Their body gestures, the way of they talk, their eye contact, how they carry and take care of themselves. So, it's not always about the two inches make-up that a person wore or the Coach bag they carry or the Armani suit they got. No matter what you wear, if your confidence shows, your beauty will show.
But of course, the confidence is not the only thing you needed to be beautiful. The beauty will straight away shine if it truly comes from the heart. A good heart that is. Good deeds, loving and respectable characteristics, permanent pleasant smile, being decent and polite etc..all the good words I may add. No one will match the word beauty to a person with a stuck up nose, talk nonsensically without thinking about others, unfriendly and always think that the world is theirs and theirs only. Because, really, a good heart can be seen through the look on the outside.
It is not fair, how beauty is perceived in the world today. For a woman to be thought as beautiful, she needs to have at least these characteristics; big shiny eyes, broad forehead, a nice pointed nose, pouty lips, clear, fair and flawless skin- those are only for the face. What about the body? If is still not that obvious, only those skinny women are now said to be beautiful. Not all people, were born to have these characteristics. Hence, most women with thick pockets (or their husband's) often want to change God's creation by offensive surgery with one goal in mind- to look beautiful. They bear the aftermath pain because they couldn't bear the word ugly. Who is to decide that you are ugly, by the way? There is never a measure of beauty ever created. Is there any electronic ruler to poke at your face, and it suddenly rate 1-10 whether you're at lowest 0 as ugly and at rate 10 which is beautiful? Not that I've ever heard of! Even the thought of it sounds ridiculous. Don't you think so?
Enough about the definition I guess. Back to the real motive that I have in my mind when I decided to write about this topic. Beauty, whatever you want it to perceive, is scope that often people want to put set aside. But as for today, without us realizing, it has become a broad spectrum and it can even become an industry. Beauty industry, what a name! heh. Look at the magazines, newspapers, internet, photography, cosmetics..all those have one thing in common, they always have beauty as a middle name. Beauty also need to be learned that is why they have beauty classes if you haven't realized yet.
Yes, a beauty class...which I have enrolled in. *blush*
Laugh as hard as you like, but I wouldn't deny it. I believe that everything in this world has to be learned...even to look nice. The whole idea to get into this didn't come abruptly although the enrolling part was a bit spontaneous. I have grabbed the opportunity to learn this when I first heard about it and since I still have some free time. For some of you who never heard of this kind of class, this is where you learn specific techniques to do facial, face massage, make-ups, manicure, pedicure, spa and body massage. The classes run every working day from 9- 4pm. Students here are trained to become beautician and after 3-6months of training, they will be able to open up a saloon or a spa.
The main reason why I was called to take up the lesson by of course, to learn the techniques. I believe that every woman needs to be able to take care of themselves. Undeniably, every woman wants to look pretty, but as I said earlier, pretty doesn't come from just your look but from inside, that is your confidence. This is one way, how women can learn to take care of themselves. I also believe that the confidence appear after you have taken measures to care about how you look and carry yourself. Most of us don't want to ignore how you present yourself in public because the first impression always count, wherever you're at. Thus, these knowledge can help us to reform ourselves towards a better one, pursue whatever in life, with the confidence to start with.
Another lesson I've learned in this industry is that you have to be thankful of whatever you have. Cosmetic surgery isn't the answer. Just one thing to bare in mind, that pretty look on your face is never yours, it is just a gift from God, and anytime He can take away from you, even just in a split second. Be thankful to Him, everytime you pray, and everytime you look in the mirror. Never in your heart there is a proud feeling of what you have because it is not what you have, but one thing you borrow. Just remember one day, you will be returned to Him. Let this be the lesson for you and me :)
Someone might straight away think about the top models with the long legs, sexy eyes, or the Hollywood or even Bollywood superstars with those branded dresses. One might perceive beauty as any object or nature -untouched island or the black shiny Cayman S Porsche. It might also be an animal, a horse maybe? Or some might reflect this word to their own girlfriends. Few will lost their imaginations to porn stars..oho..lets not get to that, okey?
Whatever it is, one idiom that I never can't deny, is this;
"Beauty is in the eye of beholder"
Enough said. Whatever or whoever that you think is beautiful might not be the one I agree with. Vice versa. Even if I ever try to convince you that little frogs are pretty creatures, most of you will never agree with me. Right? So there you go, different people with different opinions. Even the fools will give a nod to that.
Let's get into what I think of the word beauty.
For human beings, it doesn't matter, a man or woman, I will see a person's beauty through their confidence. It really is a broad term isn't it? To make it simple, it is the way a person handles her/himself. Their body gestures, the way of they talk, their eye contact, how they carry and take care of themselves. So, it's not always about the two inches make-up that a person wore or the Coach bag they carry or the Armani suit they got. No matter what you wear, if your confidence shows, your beauty will show.
But of course, the confidence is not the only thing you needed to be beautiful. The beauty will straight away shine if it truly comes from the heart. A good heart that is. Good deeds, loving and respectable characteristics, permanent pleasant smile, being decent and polite etc..all the good words I may add. No one will match the word beauty to a person with a stuck up nose, talk nonsensically without thinking about others, unfriendly and always think that the world is theirs and theirs only. Because, really, a good heart can be seen through the look on the outside.
It is not fair, how beauty is perceived in the world today. For a woman to be thought as beautiful, she needs to have at least these characteristics; big shiny eyes, broad forehead, a nice pointed nose, pouty lips, clear, fair and flawless skin- those are only for the face. What about the body? If is still not that obvious, only those skinny women are now said to be beautiful. Not all people, were born to have these characteristics. Hence, most women with thick pockets (or their husband's) often want to change God's creation by offensive surgery with one goal in mind- to look beautiful. They bear the aftermath pain because they couldn't bear the word ugly. Who is to decide that you are ugly, by the way? There is never a measure of beauty ever created. Is there any electronic ruler to poke at your face, and it suddenly rate 1-10 whether you're at lowest 0 as ugly and at rate 10 which is beautiful? Not that I've ever heard of! Even the thought of it sounds ridiculous. Don't you think so?
Enough about the definition I guess. Back to the real motive that I have in my mind when I decided to write about this topic. Beauty, whatever you want it to perceive, is scope that often people want to put set aside. But as for today, without us realizing, it has become a broad spectrum and it can even become an industry. Beauty industry, what a name! heh. Look at the magazines, newspapers, internet, photography, cosmetics..all those have one thing in common, they always have beauty as a middle name. Beauty also need to be learned that is why they have beauty classes if you haven't realized yet.
Yes, a beauty class...which I have enrolled in. *blush*
Laugh as hard as you like, but I wouldn't deny it. I believe that everything in this world has to be learned...even to look nice. The whole idea to get into this didn't come abruptly although the enrolling part was a bit spontaneous. I have grabbed the opportunity to learn this when I first heard about it and since I still have some free time. For some of you who never heard of this kind of class, this is where you learn specific techniques to do facial, face massage, make-ups, manicure, pedicure, spa and body massage. The classes run every working day from 9- 4pm. Students here are trained to become beautician and after 3-6months of training, they will be able to open up a saloon or a spa.
The main reason why I was called to take up the lesson by of course, to learn the techniques. I believe that every woman needs to be able to take care of themselves. Undeniably, every woman wants to look pretty, but as I said earlier, pretty doesn't come from just your look but from inside, that is your confidence. This is one way, how women can learn to take care of themselves. I also believe that the confidence appear after you have taken measures to care about how you look and carry yourself. Most of us don't want to ignore how you present yourself in public because the first impression always count, wherever you're at. Thus, these knowledge can help us to reform ourselves towards a better one, pursue whatever in life, with the confidence to start with.
Another lesson I've learned in this industry is that you have to be thankful of whatever you have. Cosmetic surgery isn't the answer. Just one thing to bare in mind, that pretty look on your face is never yours, it is just a gift from God, and anytime He can take away from you, even just in a split second. Be thankful to Him, everytime you pray, and everytime you look in the mirror. Never in your heart there is a proud feeling of what you have because it is not what you have, but one thing you borrow. Just remember one day, you will be returned to Him. Let this be the lesson for you and me :)
Monday, November 12, 2007
Post-Exam Post
Warning! This is an emo post! (don't say I didn't warn you =p)
Alhamdulillah, finally the time that I have been waiting for has arrived. Exams over!!... which means no more sleepless nights, overdosing of caffeine, overindulging into the notes, restless days at the library, over worrying of uncovered chapters, ignorance to surroundings, take away foods, yeah all those things....
Four exciting years..... This is how I am gonna describe it:
It just feels like when you start reading a novel, you would love to know the ending, but you just know that you couldn't. You know that the journey of the story is too long, still the challenges and the excitement keeps you going. The story may carry you into an emotional burden or the tiring life-puzzles. The sweetness of happy moments. The most uninteresting chapter. It brings you in contact the problems or the crazy time. Failures and success. All things, one after another, creating a whole colorful picture in your photographic memory.It seems like it's gonna take a long time or even ages, before you can finally reach the end, but still you wait. And wait. You still carry on. Whatever comes, you know you're finally gonna reach there.
Half-way through, you make use what you have known. You create imaginations. So much you wanted in the story. Chapter after chapter you keep reading, it brings new different experience. None of the same moments.
Finally when you reach the last chapter, you know deep inside.... it's gonna end soon. However the ending will be, it still gonna bring you to the last dot. Obviously, everyone wants a happy ending, at least thats what normal human would wish for. You tried hard to imagine what the ending would be, but at the end, you know cannot change the fate. A happy or a bad ending? You'll never know.
Whatever the ending will be, the most important is what the long journey has made you. The changes that are created, the wisdom you gained, the lessons you learned, the friends you made, the flaws you see, the strength you developed, the love you generate, the hatred you avert, the moments you lost, the memories that remains...all those really matters. That makes you stop and ponder, instead of hovering over the ending, looks what you have gained so much more at this story of life.
Then you when finally reach there, you would read the last sentence. It may makes you to put on your smile. Or it can make you cry. You may give a long sigh. Or you feel like shredding the whole book. It might make you laugh (either a happy or evil). You may grin the whole day or even beam. It might be expected. Or you already expecting the unexpected.
Anyhow, what most matters to you is the memory. All those good memories.
You hopped over the last dot. You know the ending. You closed the book.
Ready on for another new story of life.
Alhamdulillah, finally the time that I have been waiting for has arrived. Exams over!!... which means no more sleepless nights, overdosing of caffeine, overindulging into the notes, restless days at the library, over worrying of uncovered chapters, ignorance to surroundings, take away foods, yeah all those things....
Four exciting years..... This is how I am gonna describe it:
It just feels like when you start reading a novel, you would love to know the ending, but you just know that you couldn't. You know that the journey of the story is too long, still the challenges and the excitement keeps you going. The story may carry you into an emotional burden or the tiring life-puzzles. The sweetness of happy moments. The most uninteresting chapter. It brings you in contact the problems or the crazy time. Failures and success. All things, one after another, creating a whole colorful picture in your photographic memory.It seems like it's gonna take a long time or even ages, before you can finally reach the end, but still you wait. And wait. You still carry on. Whatever comes, you know you're finally gonna reach there.
Half-way through, you make use what you have known. You create imaginations. So much you wanted in the story. Chapter after chapter you keep reading, it brings new different experience. None of the same moments.
Finally when you reach the last chapter, you know deep inside.... it's gonna end soon. However the ending will be, it still gonna bring you to the last dot. Obviously, everyone wants a happy ending, at least thats what normal human would wish for. You tried hard to imagine what the ending would be, but at the end, you know cannot change the fate. A happy or a bad ending? You'll never know.
Whatever the ending will be, the most important is what the long journey has made you. The changes that are created, the wisdom you gained, the lessons you learned, the friends you made, the flaws you see, the strength you developed, the love you generate, the hatred you avert, the moments you lost, the memories that remains...all those really matters. That makes you stop and ponder, instead of hovering over the ending, looks what you have gained so much more at this story of life.
Then you when finally reach there, you would read the last sentence. It may makes you to put on your smile. Or it can make you cry. You may give a long sigh. Or you feel like shredding the whole book. It might make you laugh (either a happy or evil). You may grin the whole day or even beam. It might be expected. Or you already expecting the unexpected.
Anyhow, what most matters to you is the memory. All those good memories.
You hopped over the last dot. You know the ending. You closed the book.
Ready on for another new story of life.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
OLD...update!!
Salam people!
I know it's been ages since the previous post. Thanks for the frequent visitors who are kind enough to pop in here and finding out that there's no new update.. ngehehe. The reason is as usual, I'm too lazy to write.
But I'll made up to you guys by first telling you this amusing story of my embarrassing moment I had on the bus just now.
On the way back from uni, I got on the bus that was quiet full. Lucky enough I got a place at front the bus and sit comfortably. Then, the bus went to pick up more passengers including this one lady in her 60's (I think). She has fake blonde hair and was wearing this huge funky sunnies, with a tight pants and stylish white top, oh not forgetting to mention the striking makeup-a bright red lips and thick foundation-covered skin. So, with that look she doesn't seem to be like 60 years old. As there are no seat left, she had to stand and later, tried to sit in the box behind the driver (a place for passengers to put luggages or whatsoever). Since I was sitting close to where she was sitting I decided to got up and offer her my seat. The place she was sitting was obviously not comfortable to sit on. And me, trying to do some 'amal jariah' in this holy month of Ramadhan wouldn't mind to stand for a few minutes before reaching my stop.
Myself: "Do you want to have a seat?" (With a swweeeet smile, mind you)
Lady: "Oooh, that's fine. This place I'm sitting is the easiest to get out of the way."
Myself: "Are you sure? You can have the seat if you want."
Lady: "Yes! I NEVER had anyone offered me a seat before." (In a very loud voice)
" I MUST BE VERY OLD!!"
(A loud statement that can be heard by the whole bus,except the people on their iPODs, obviously)
BANGGG.... It felt like a bullet just go straight into the brain.Gosh, I can feel every eyes are on me at that time. It was totally embarrassing. She might have thought I'd offered her seat because she seems old and pretty sad bout this situation.
I should have known she would say that. Her looks already implementing that she doesn't like to be perceived as old. And yet, somebody offered her a seat like an old lady!
But one thing for sure, I didn't offer her the seat because she was old but the fact she was sitting in the luggage box, for crying out loud!
I was there thinking, 'Gosh, this people, can they just accept that they are people that are trying to be nice to them??'
I went back to sit and don't bother to offer anyone else a seat.
What a day!!
I know it's been ages since the previous post. Thanks for the frequent visitors who are kind enough to pop in here and finding out that there's no new update.. ngehehe. The reason is as usual, I'm too lazy to write.
But I'll made up to you guys by first telling you this amusing story of my embarrassing moment I had on the bus just now.
On the way back from uni, I got on the bus that was quiet full. Lucky enough I got a place at front the bus and sit comfortably. Then, the bus went to pick up more passengers including this one lady in her 60's (I think). She has fake blonde hair and was wearing this huge funky sunnies, with a tight pants and stylish white top, oh not forgetting to mention the striking makeup-a bright red lips and thick foundation-covered skin. So, with that look she doesn't seem to be like 60 years old. As there are no seat left, she had to stand and later, tried to sit in the box behind the driver (a place for passengers to put luggages or whatsoever). Since I was sitting close to where she was sitting I decided to got up and offer her my seat. The place she was sitting was obviously not comfortable to sit on. And me, trying to do some 'amal jariah' in this holy month of Ramadhan wouldn't mind to stand for a few minutes before reaching my stop.
Myself: "Do you want to have a seat?" (With a swweeeet smile, mind you)
Lady: "Oooh, that's fine. This place I'm sitting is the easiest to get out of the way."
Myself: "Are you sure? You can have the seat if you want."
Lady: "Yes! I NEVER had anyone offered me a seat before." (In a very loud voice)
" I MUST BE VERY OLD!!"
(A loud statement that can be heard by the whole bus,except the people on their iPODs, obviously)
BANGGG.... It felt like a bullet just go straight into the brain.Gosh, I can feel every eyes are on me at that time. It was totally embarrassing. She might have thought I'd offered her seat because she seems old and pretty sad bout this situation.
I should have known she would say that. Her looks already implementing that she doesn't like to be perceived as old. And yet, somebody offered her a seat like an old lady!
But one thing for sure, I didn't offer her the seat because she was old but the fact she was sitting in the luggage box, for crying out loud!
I was there thinking, 'Gosh, this people, can they just accept that they are people that are trying to be nice to them??'
I went back to sit and don't bother to offer anyone else a seat.
What a day!!
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Check this out!
See, what I did with my free time. I don't think these are true, but I will just assume the most flattering are ;P haha |
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How Much Is Your Life Worth
You Are a Cappuccino |
 You're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new. However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like. You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation. You're the type that seems complex to outsiders, but in reality, you are easy to please |
You Are Picky When it Counts |
 Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well. But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating. You probably have quite a few great guys you can date! |
You Are 29 Years Old |
 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
You Are a Friendly Flirt! |
 You are quite the flirt, but you don't flirt with just anyone. And you hardly ever get caught, because your flirting seems so friendly. You've got a good thing going. Tons of friends, both guys and girls. And if you do decide to flirt, hardly anyone's the wiser. Pretty trick! |
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Careful People!
It’s that time of year!
Please be advised there have been several incidents of bird swooping across the campus in recent days..
Watch out for swooping birds
Swooping birds may be a frightening or even a dangerous experience. Native birds swoop in urban and rural areas, in parks and gardens, along bike tracks and in school yards, or anywhere the birds are nesting. By understanding why native birds swoop and how to avoid them, breeding season may be less stressful for people.
Why they swoop
Like most animals, magpies and other swooping birds instinctively protect their territory, particularly during breeding time. They are protecting their nests, eggs or young from potential intruders. Most birds will swoop within 30-50 meters of their nest. If they perceive you to be a potential threat, they may swoop. The likelihood of an attack is increased if they are teased or feel threatened in any way.
- Swooping is the most common defence behavior. The birds' aim is to threaten or bluff and the intention is only to ward off intruders.
- Beak clacking is part of their defence strategy.
- In a strike attack, a magpie usually swoops, hovers momentarily and then strikes. The fluttering of wings as the bird hovers can be a warning to duck your head to avoid the attack.
Risks
Swooping birds can cause injuries. They usually attack with their beaks and aim for the scalp, face or eyes. If bike riders are swooped they could lose their balance, fall off, or ride into the path of cars. A bird swooping can be a frightening experience for children. Swooping birds can also spook horses.
Protection and avoidance
All native birds are protected under the Wildlife Act and there are serious penalties for taking, harassing or injuring native wildlife. It is illegal to kill birds, destroy their nests or eggs without a permit or authority.
There are ways to minimise attacks.
Ways to avoid swooping that may work
- Avoid the swoop area – try walking or riding in a different direction.
- Cyclists should always wear a helmet. It is better to dismount and walk your bike past a swoop area.
- Travel in a group. Most birds only swoop individuals.
- Be confident and face a swooping bird; usually they only attack people facing away from them.
- Do not panic and run. It will only encourage a swooping bird to continue its attack.
- Wear a hat in an area where there are swooping birds.
- Magpies appear to be dissuaded from swooping when they are being watched, so try wearing a hat with 'eyes' painted on the back of it. Sunglasses worn backwards have a similar effect.
- Holding a stick or umbrella over your head will often cause the bird to keep its distance.
Ways that do not tend to work
- Do not harass, interfere or throw stones at birds as this only makes them more aggressive and defensive.
- Do not destroy nests as the birds may re-nest and the breeding season extended.
- Do not feed or befriend swooping birds.
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Remember
Most birds swoop only during the nesting and rearing period. They are only trying to protect their territory, nests, eggs and young. Most swooping behavior is a form of bluffing. Birds rarely make contact when swooping
The information above has been sourced from www.dse.vic.gov.au/swoop.
If you are swooped on campus please advise Security so we can identify areas on campus of the greatest concern.
An email from;
Ian Bastable
Acting Campus Facility Manager
City West/East Campuses
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Finally!
Happy...happy...happy!!*wink*
After a loooong wait, finally my notebook, Dell Inspiron 1420 is here!! It arrived yesterday, a day earlier than expected, and it made me wear my happy grin all day long. I know I sounded like an excited kindergarten kid who just got her new Barbie doll . Indeed I feel like one! hehe.
I have to tell you guys, how frustrating it is when I do not have my own PC. Especially in this busy uni time of the year. Assignments, reports, presentation etc..etc, of which, all need the help of computer to be completed. And as we are living in the world that fully dependent on this technology, not having a computer is like living without shoes (what a comparison!). Imagine this, you can still walk without your shoes right? But it is a really inconvenience experience, walking around without some kind of protection for your feet. So, similar with computer, you still can live without it, but it just add on the miseries in your life (I'm talking through experience here =P).
Purchasing this notebook wasn't an exciting experience, either. After successfully ordered it online, I was expecting to halt the suffering of not having a notebook just within a week or if unlucky, maybe two weeks. Unfortunately, the company was having shortage of some parts of the notebook, and they had me waited for a MONTH!
I had to chase them (okay,.. not chasing as they kinda a virtual company), I had to call and send them emails to ask them about the progress of my order. The worst part is, they didn't even notify me about the long delay. Yes, they sent me email that the order was delayed and gave me a date of the expected delivery. But the date was two weeks before the actual delivery! With frustration and and annoyance, I called them and after a long conversation, the sales lady had put my order in the priority list. That basically means right after they received the parts, they gonna assemble mine first. Hurm, how genuine is that, I'm not really sure, but the main thing is I've got it with me now. *Grin*
With this notebook, I can say I'm pretty much satisfied with it. As you would already know, I'm not a pro when it comes to computers and all, so let just talk about the physical and look of the notebook first (which I'm good at hehe). The colour is pink, and I like this kind of shade as it doesn't look too girlish. But, the colour is only on the outside, so it is just for others to admire but not the user. The keyboard I would say is very comfortable for typing and the sound speaker isn't too bad. I always wanted a small and a light notebook, and with this model it satisfies both criteria. And most important the price is within the budget!
Okay, last but not least some info about the notebook:
Memory: 1Gb Hard Drive: 120Gb Processor: Intel® Centrino® Duo Processor Technology (1.5GHz) Operating system: Windows Vista
Overall, I think those specs are just suitable with the works I always do with the computer, no need of the extravagance specs. I hope now I can do my work in peace. By the way, did I mention I'm typing this entry with my new notebook?
Haha, okay enough of lame expressions.
Till then, ta!
Thursday, August 09, 2007
Getting Impatient
.... it's almost two weeks, and I'm sick of waiting. No calls, no news, no nothing.
Wondering? Yeah, I bet.
I'll let you wait with me too.
Just another 4 days,.... JUST(?!)
Keep holding on, will ya?
Coming soon.
Wondering? Yeah, I bet.
I'll let you wait with me too.
Just another 4 days,.... JUST(?!)
Keep holding on, will ya?
Coming soon.
Monday, August 06, 2007
Grand Gwen's Concert
Last night, my friend and myself went to a concert that left us smiling constantly. The sweet escape tour by Gwen Stefani was absolutely amazing! Although she sounded different because of a cold, but she definitely rocks the night! I've already waited for her concert for quite some time, so when I first heard that she's coming here, I quickly went to grab the tickets. But not quick enough to get the front seats or any seats in front of the stage =( But we are still lucky to be able to get the seats at the side of the stage,.. at least close enough to see her performance.
Songs that she performed that night were, The Sweet Escape, What are you waiting for, Yummy, Cool, 4 in the morning, Hollaback Girl, Rich Girl, Wind It Up and many more. I'm not a die-hard-fan of Gwen Stefani, but I love all her songs because of the uniqueness of the music and the lyrics. For me, her songs are fun to listen to.
I shoot some photos of her during the concert.. so here they are;
A radiance and a huge crowd
Put your hands in the air, y'all
Gwen Stefani performingThe special guests for the opening was Gym Class Heroes which I must admit, another band that I did not recognize, until I heard they sang a song titled ' Cupid Chuckehold ' (Take a look at my girlfriend). I like the song very much, but I didn't know who sing it until last night.. at the concert! Pretty sad huh? This is the song;
Their new single is 'Clothes Off', which I also kinda like. I'm not a big fan of hip hop songs, but their songs are pretty awesome I must say. This is their photo on the stage;
Linkin Park coming this October, anybody interested?? =P
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Time Heals Everything, or izzit?
Not Ready to Make NIce
by Dixie Chicks
Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting
I’m through with doubt
There’s nothing left for me to figure out
I’ve paid a price
And I’ll keep paying
I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should
I know you said
Can’t you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it
I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don’t mind sayin’
It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they’d write me a letter
Sayin’ that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over
Chorus 2x
Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting
...one of my favourite songs at the moment. If you never heard of it, go look for it, it's worth it you know hehe.
Just out of nowhere ramble:
'This is not a spoon feeding era, go find it yourself'-----> Don't you hate when the lecturers say this, it's like the same as saying, 'I'm too lazy too teach, go learn somewhere else.' huhu
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Notebook Quest
For the past 30 days, I've treated my laptop really nicely- typing with full gentleness, never ever moved it, wouldn't let the desk to quiver and even did not allow any of my friends come near it, let alone touch it. Hoho..unconditional love for my precious isn't it? Yeah.. right..
All these due to my over-sensitive laptop, yes you read it correctly, over-sensitive. It wouldn't compensate any movements done to it, coz if not, the power will cut off and wahlaaa... it just turn off! You may ask, don't you have battery to back the power up? Yes, indeed I do. But, unfortunately, the battery has worn out and already incapable of doing what it is supposed to do. Since I couldn't get the new battery here (thanks to 'world wide' service of twinhead), my brother had bought a new one for me, but another unfortunate event- the battery was designed for a different model. Yup, a wrong one! Haha..(I even can laugh at this, sorry bro!).
But, there's actually no point of getting a new batt, the power cable has long caused a big problem. Sent it off for repair, still no difference, only that my dad's pocket got slimmer. Labour cost is expensive, you know! I have to attach the cable to a very specific angle for it to work, that is, to supply the power. If it is slightly detached due to any movement, then, as I mentioned, it turned to a black screen. 'Damn!' is already an overly expressed word.
It got even worst when there's a last minute assignments or reports need to be done. To be extra cautious, I have to save my work after every four words that I've typed. It's really frustrating, but what else can I do? Also, it's a problem when it just turn off without notice in the middle of a conversation with a cute classmate on MSN..how worst can that be? Haha. Irrelevant, I know. The main point here, it is driving me nuts every day! It's already old by the way, turning four by end of this year, which definitely means I need a new notebook!
So, I did some survey since last week to find the best deal of brand new notebooks in town and on the web. Being a lil bit(ehem) of dumb a** in this technology field, I required lots of help from my peers. At least now I know about RAM and the hard drive capacity..., hehe this is major improvement you know. My learning is progressing and hopefully by the end of this quest, I'll know everything about computers..hihi..
I've surveyed notebooks from Toshiba, Acer, Compaq, Sony, Dell, Fujitsu, Mac and many more which in the end only makes me even more confused.Too many great notebooks on the market, but due to a small budget, it limits the search range, in a good way that is :) One thing for sure, I'll go the one with pink colour! (providing the price within the budget) ;)
Any good recommendations for new notebook, let me know, yah? Time for my beauty sleep, later!
All these due to my over-sensitive laptop, yes you read it correctly, over-sensitive. It wouldn't compensate any movements done to it, coz if not, the power will cut off and wahlaaa... it just turn off! You may ask, don't you have battery to back the power up? Yes, indeed I do. But, unfortunately, the battery has worn out and already incapable of doing what it is supposed to do. Since I couldn't get the new battery here (thanks to 'world wide' service of twinhead), my brother had bought a new one for me, but another unfortunate event- the battery was designed for a different model. Yup, a wrong one! Haha..(I even can laugh at this, sorry bro!).
But, there's actually no point of getting a new batt, the power cable has long caused a big problem. Sent it off for repair, still no difference, only that my dad's pocket got slimmer. Labour cost is expensive, you know! I have to attach the cable to a very specific angle for it to work, that is, to supply the power. If it is slightly detached due to any movement, then, as I mentioned, it turned to a black screen. 'Damn!' is already an overly expressed word.
It got even worst when there's a last minute assignments or reports need to be done. To be extra cautious, I have to save my work after every four words that I've typed. It's really frustrating, but what else can I do? Also, it's a problem when it just turn off without notice in the middle of a conversation with a cute classmate on MSN..how worst can that be? Haha. Irrelevant, I know. The main point here, it is driving me nuts every day! It's already old by the way, turning four by end of this year, which definitely means I need a new notebook!
So, I did some survey since last week to find the best deal of brand new notebooks in town and on the web. Being a lil bit(ehem) of dumb a** in this technology field, I required lots of help from my peers. At least now I know about RAM and the hard drive capacity..., hehe this is major improvement you know. My learning is progressing and hopefully by the end of this quest, I'll know everything about computers..hihi..
I've surveyed notebooks from Toshiba, Acer, Compaq, Sony, Dell, Fujitsu, Mac and many more which in the end only makes me even more confused.Too many great notebooks on the market, but due to a small budget, it limits the search range, in a good way that is :) One thing for sure, I'll go the one with pink colour! (providing the price within the budget) ;)
Any good recommendations for new notebook, let me know, yah? Time for my beauty sleep, later!
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Books and Breaks
wohooo... it's been what...7 months since the last entry?...
'booohooo' to my myself, another attempt to be a frequent writer just failed. So much had happened since then, but writing all of them here may take ages to finish. I'm currently having a long break..trust me..it's really long. A sentence to describe it, it makes sleeping isn't an enjoyable activity anymore. Coz I have lots, lots of it! Like yesterday, I went to bed at 11pm, finished up another John Grisham book by 12.30am and I woke up at 11am the next day, (woke up for Subuh prayer in between, of course). Almost twelve hours of sleep straight! I felt so lazy to force myself out from the cozy and warm bed, I'd rather stay in there for the whole day. I know, I know lazy bum..
By the way, since I have nothing to do at the current moment, I've borrowed many books from the library, yeah to kill the time and keeps my brain working. Different kinds of books from history, autobiography, fiction to romance. The librarian scanned the books while saying to me, 'You like to read different genres of books do you?'. Yeah I do since I'm on my holiday, I have all the time for the boring stuffs. Of course I didn't say that instead I just stood there and just managed to give her a plain smile. Too lazy to be involved in any friendly chat.
At the time being, I finished up two books and currently reading an autobiography of ' The Women of Windsor.' If you're wondering, yes it is a book that tells the tales of the royal family of the Buckingham Palace. From the Queen Elizabeth, to her daughter, another Elizabeth and Princess Margaret and Princess Anne. (Till now I still don't understand, why do they have same names to their children?). By the way, I'm only half way through the book, but the book is interesting, giving the insight of their live as the public figure. What amazed me the most is, they actually did something beneficial to the people, ie helping the war victims, HELPING and not just visiting during the war world II. Apart from that, the story goes on about, their life...when they were young, they have to find a suitable husband and when they're married, they have to save the marriage ....and it also describe how these women can hold the nation together. Hoho..big words aren't they? I spent my time reading about their lives not that I'm really interested about the royals, as the matter of fact, I love to know the lives of different people from different walks of life. The poor to the wealthy. One thing in common about these people, life is not perfect. For us, the grass is always greener on the other side, but if we're in their shoes, we might think otherwise.
Okay, I've rambled a lot here, I should get my laundry done. The sun is out bright today. Don't I love sunny days? Hehe...Later!
'booohooo' to my myself, another attempt to be a frequent writer just failed. So much had happened since then, but writing all of them here may take ages to finish. I'm currently having a long break..trust me..it's really long. A sentence to describe it, it makes sleeping isn't an enjoyable activity anymore. Coz I have lots, lots of it! Like yesterday, I went to bed at 11pm, finished up another John Grisham book by 12.30am and I woke up at 11am the next day, (woke up for Subuh prayer in between, of course). Almost twelve hours of sleep straight! I felt so lazy to force myself out from the cozy and warm bed, I'd rather stay in there for the whole day. I know, I know lazy bum..
By the way, since I have nothing to do at the current moment, I've borrowed many books from the library, yeah to kill the time and keeps my brain working. Different kinds of books from history, autobiography, fiction to romance. The librarian scanned the books while saying to me, 'You like to read different genres of books do you?'. Yeah I do since I'm on my holiday, I have all the time for the boring stuffs. Of course I didn't say that instead I just stood there and just managed to give her a plain smile. Too lazy to be involved in any friendly chat.
At the time being, I finished up two books and currently reading an autobiography of ' The Women of Windsor.' If you're wondering, yes it is a book that tells the tales of the royal family of the Buckingham Palace. From the Queen Elizabeth, to her daughter, another Elizabeth and Princess Margaret and Princess Anne. (Till now I still don't understand, why do they have same names to their children?). By the way, I'm only half way through the book, but the book is interesting, giving the insight of their live as the public figure. What amazed me the most is, they actually did something beneficial to the people, ie helping the war victims, HELPING and not just visiting during the war world II. Apart from that, the story goes on about, their life...when they were young, they have to find a suitable husband and when they're married, they have to save the marriage ....and it also describe how these women can hold the nation together. Hoho..big words aren't they? I spent my time reading about their lives not that I'm really interested about the royals, as the matter of fact, I love to know the lives of different people from different walks of life. The poor to the wealthy. One thing in common about these people, life is not perfect. For us, the grass is always greener on the other side, but if we're in their shoes, we might think otherwise.
Okay, I've rambled a lot here, I should get my laundry done. The sun is out bright today. Don't I love sunny days? Hehe...Later!
Saturday, January 06, 2007
Just Another Chapter
i haven't been writing for sooo long. I know from the beginning I created this blog I won't be blogging constantly. Writing is not really my thing.. (that explains why my essays in school never in the top score =P)
since the last update..I had my exams, finished them, went back to my lovely home country, got my results, stayed home like a full-time housewife, packed my stuffs and whoaalaa I'm back to where I've started, back to Adelaide. Feel a bit relieved as here I could settle a few things that have been bothering me for the month.
As for next week, the new chapter of my life will start.
Anxious. Happy. Excited. Confused. Laziness.
All combine into one emotion. To be honest I don't know what to expect. The important thing that I can do now is just to get ready for whatever coming. Be prepared.
Deep in my heart, I just want to be comfortable and be happy. I want to learn many things that life could offer and of course depends how much my brain can occupy.
Oh God, please make life easier for me...
since the last update..I had my exams, finished them, went back to my lovely home country, got my results, stayed home like a full-time housewife, packed my stuffs and whoaalaa I'm back to where I've started, back to Adelaide. Feel a bit relieved as here I could settle a few things that have been bothering me for the month.
As for next week, the new chapter of my life will start.
Anxious. Happy. Excited. Confused. Laziness.
All combine into one emotion. To be honest I don't know what to expect. The important thing that I can do now is just to get ready for whatever coming. Be prepared.
Deep in my heart, I just want to be comfortable and be happy. I want to learn many things that life could offer and of course depends how much my brain can occupy.
Oh God, please make life easier for me...
Sunday, October 22, 2006
..eid ul fitr..
tomorrow suppose to be a day that I've been waiting for a month if not a year. tomorrow suppose to be a day I'll be excited from the night before. tomorrow suppose to be a day of gathering with family and friends. tomorrow is what they called RAYA.
but i don't have a slight feeling of what suppose to be felt. to make it worst i have a test. eventhough it's a day of celebration I wont be able to celebrate with much fun. tomorrow after eid prayer, i have to rush to class. It's not a new experience tho, this is the third time. but oh well, that's what they say..'raya di perantauan'. one thing for sure, i miss my family, but i'm not sure whether they're missing me.. =P
good or worst this experience will make me smile later on. Celebrating with friends, that's what i gonna cherish my whole life. Next year there wont be the same people, some will be gone and new ones will come. This is the time I need to value every moment. Even how much my brain is occupied, I should allow some space, for this moment to be captured. I might want to visit that the small spot again anytime later. I surely will.
I would like to take this opportunity to seek forgiveness from everyone. Selamat hari raya and maaf zahir batin to all!
but i don't have a slight feeling of what suppose to be felt. to make it worst i have a test. eventhough it's a day of celebration I wont be able to celebrate with much fun. tomorrow after eid prayer, i have to rush to class. It's not a new experience tho, this is the third time. but oh well, that's what they say..'raya di perantauan'. one thing for sure, i miss my family, but i'm not sure whether they're missing me.. =P
good or worst this experience will make me smile later on. Celebrating with friends, that's what i gonna cherish my whole life. Next year there wont be the same people, some will be gone and new ones will come. This is the time I need to value every moment. Even how much my brain is occupied, I should allow some space, for this moment to be captured. I might want to visit that the small spot again anytime later. I surely will.
I would like to take this opportunity to seek forgiveness from everyone. Selamat hari raya and maaf zahir batin to all!
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Antidepressants
I was called to write about this topic while I was revising my pharmacology chapter this morning. It is an interesting part to write because of the increasing number of people are taking it since it was introduced to the society in 1980's, an antidepressant era.
Depression is a common psychiatric disorder which is a disorder of mood rather than disturbances of thoughts or cognition. People who are depressed usually have misery, apathy, low self esteem, loss motivation and some biological symptoms such as disturbances of sleep and retardation of action and thought. Okay, now I know, when you read this, you might be thinking, "I think I'm depressed."Before you go further into it, let me tell you that it is not as simple as that. The symptoms should be ongoing and have major impact into one's life. Those symptoms could lead one to discontinue having normal activities that usually occur after a massive trauma such as losing the loved ones or stressful life events.
Antidepressants become an interest of many researchers in many part of the world because of the potential profit they offer. Thanks to the hu-ha of the media about depression, depression is now well marketed and so do the antidepressants. People who only have minor stress due to workload in workplaces or complicated problems at home will straight away find solution from Prozac (fluoxetine), which is the most commonly prescribed antidepressant. This medication is a Selective Seratonin Reuptake Inhibitors (SSRI) and its action is to increase the neurotransmitter which help to stimulate the brain. Sounds clever right? It certainly is, as many people get some relieved from this medication eventough it only gives effect after 2-4 weeks taking this medication. But what happens during that 2-4 weeks? Some studies have shown patients who are taking this type of medication could have tendency of suicidal. Hmm that is really a bad news indeed. Antidepressant doesn't suit into the description here, antidepressant that causes suicide??
The unwanted side effects of suicidal mostly effect teenagers and children. What concern me here is why do these children need to take the antidepressant in the first place? I can't deny children and teenagers also have stressful life events that are difficult to handle but as adults around them, offering medications is not the answer. It could be an easy short-term solution for these teenagers but in the end, we are destroying their lives even more. In later life, they won't be able to handle simple stresses and cannot live without these miracle medications.
Now, here it makes me think of another side of the topic, what do we believe most in life and how do we make ourselves strong enough to handle stress? Everything that occur in life I believe must have another purpose that we might or might not know. Every bad things happen will eventually leads to a better life in some point or later. Qada' and qadar I would say. If whenever you feel weak and you feel that you couldn't handle anymore, just remember that your Creator is always with you. Turn to Him, you might not find the answer immediately, but just remember He always plan the best for you. I always believe that, the burden that we faced are the burdens that we are able to handle, He will never give those that are unbearable for you.
If I haven't made myself clear, antidepressants are not the sole answer!
~In conclusion, antidepressants should only considered as the last option for the treatment of mood disorder~
Depression is a common psychiatric disorder which is a disorder of mood rather than disturbances of thoughts or cognition. People who are depressed usually have misery, apathy, low self esteem, loss motivation and some biological symptoms such as disturbances of sleep and retardation of action and thought. Okay, now I know, when you read this, you might be thinking, "I think I'm depressed."Before you go further into it, let me tell you that it is not as simple as that. The symptoms should be ongoing and have major impact into one's life. Those symptoms could lead one to discontinue having normal activities that usually occur after a massive trauma such as losing the loved ones or stressful life events.
Antidepressants become an interest of many researchers in many part of the world because of the potential profit they offer. Thanks to the hu-ha of the media about depression, depression is now well marketed and so do the antidepressants. People who only have minor stress due to workload in workplaces or complicated problems at home will straight away find solution from Prozac (fluoxetine), which is the most commonly prescribed antidepressant. This medication is a Selective Seratonin Reuptake Inhibitors (SSRI) and its action is to increase the neurotransmitter which help to stimulate the brain. Sounds clever right? It certainly is, as many people get some relieved from this medication eventough it only gives effect after 2-4 weeks taking this medication. But what happens during that 2-4 weeks? Some studies have shown patients who are taking this type of medication could have tendency of suicidal. Hmm that is really a bad news indeed. Antidepressant doesn't suit into the description here, antidepressant that causes suicide??
The unwanted side effects of suicidal mostly effect teenagers and children. What concern me here is why do these children need to take the antidepressant in the first place? I can't deny children and teenagers also have stressful life events that are difficult to handle but as adults around them, offering medications is not the answer. It could be an easy short-term solution for these teenagers but in the end, we are destroying their lives even more. In later life, they won't be able to handle simple stresses and cannot live without these miracle medications.
Now, here it makes me think of another side of the topic, what do we believe most in life and how do we make ourselves strong enough to handle stress? Everything that occur in life I believe must have another purpose that we might or might not know. Every bad things happen will eventually leads to a better life in some point or later. Qada' and qadar I would say. If whenever you feel weak and you feel that you couldn't handle anymore, just remember that your Creator is always with you. Turn to Him, you might not find the answer immediately, but just remember He always plan the best for you. I always believe that, the burden that we faced are the burdens that we are able to handle, He will never give those that are unbearable for you.
If I haven't made myself clear, antidepressants are not the sole answer!
~In conclusion, antidepressants should only considered as the last option for the treatment of mood disorder~
Monday, October 02, 2006
Monday??..
..ok now I just realized today is Monday..yes that Monday which I never hope it'll come..
But lucky enough it's labour day, and it is still a holiday!! At least one more day to leisure.
Haiihhh..spring break is over. And what I had gained from it? Well...*thinking for minutess*.. tick..tick.. still I haven't got the answer!
My holiday that I had 'happily' wasted has ended (yes I have to repeat myself to wake me up for reality). To make myself feel good, I should say I enjoyed myself during this holiday. That what is important, I feel relax and I had treasure the holiday. When the term starts I have to put on my full gear and never look back (I dont have time for that). My main focus should be on the books,notes and the online-learning. Thinking bout my main objective of being here, I should remain in focus until the exam is over. Exam? Oh, how writing it sends shiver straight to my spine. Eventough this semester I only have 3subjects but God knows how much stuffs to learn!
Believe me or not I actually enjoy my studies at the moment. Learning these stuffs are fun, now at least I am able to visualize the practical use of the stuffs compared to the things I learned in second year or worst in the 1st year. It seems true that people said, enjoy the work you do and you learn better. Understanding is much more easier if you are enthuastic about the topic. But what remains to be done is the courage to stay focus and not letting yourself get carried away by the evil net..yes the internet. Which I could say my biggest problem at the moment. There are so much stuffs in it to be seen or heard or do. My hands couldn't get off the keyboard if not the mouse.
*haaiih*
But lucky enough it's labour day, and it is still a holiday!! At least one more day to leisure.
Haiihhh..spring break is over. And what I had gained from it? Well...*thinking for minutess*.. tick..tick.. still I haven't got the answer!
My holiday that I had 'happily' wasted has ended (yes I have to repeat myself to wake me up for reality). To make myself feel good, I should say I enjoyed myself during this holiday. That what is important, I feel relax and I had treasure the holiday. When the term starts I have to put on my full gear and never look back (I dont have time for that). My main focus should be on the books,notes and the online-learning. Thinking bout my main objective of being here, I should remain in focus until the exam is over. Exam? Oh, how writing it sends shiver straight to my spine. Eventough this semester I only have 3subjects but God knows how much stuffs to learn!
Believe me or not I actually enjoy my studies at the moment. Learning these stuffs are fun, now at least I am able to visualize the practical use of the stuffs compared to the things I learned in second year or worst in the 1st year. It seems true that people said, enjoy the work you do and you learn better. Understanding is much more easier if you are enthuastic about the topic. But what remains to be done is the courage to stay focus and not letting yourself get carried away by the evil net..yes the internet. Which I could say my biggest problem at the moment. There are so much stuffs in it to be seen or heard or do. My hands couldn't get off the keyboard if not the mouse.
*haaiih*
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